You can not always choose who to give your heart to, some of the time... sharing your soul comes with the deepest regrets in life. I have no regrets.
Sounds to me like you are in the Bleak. It is before you fall into the Dark. Full of grays and half shadows of old ideas. But do not worry. The winter is the time of the Bleak. Stay calm. It will all be ok and one day, not too far from now, you will be hard pressed to even remember what the world looks like when the colors are hiding.
Where you are is Roanoke Virginia sweetie, at least according to you info. Sorry to hear the sadness in your post, I know the feeling all to well. Unfortunatly this life doesn't make sense, the only rules are the ones we impose on it. Know in your heart that your not alone, even if we can't hear the screams we can still read the pain. I wish I knew what to say to bring the smile back to your face, but I've lost mine right now too and can't find it either. For now just take my hand and hold on, we'll find a way out of the pit somehow.
Damn Joy, I don't know how I got so far behind on your blog...but seems like a lot has happened...I am going to contemplate last weekend and this week's so far entries..then I'm going to comment for real for real...Until then...I've got a hand if you want help getting back up...or I'll just sit down there with you and keep you company...which ever you prefer...
I been on the road so many times in the past, hard to describe, and not easy to forget.
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